berkawan sendiri

mengeluh dalam sepi, mencari sepi dalam keramaian

menjadi sendiri tidak selamanya buruk, sekali lagi tidak selamanya buruk.
untuk apa pergi ke sana kemari bersama seseorang atau mungkin sekumpulan orang
melakukan hal yang sama, bersama
namun tak ada esensinya?

cuma buat nemenin

begitu dalihnya..
terlalu menyedihkan ketika menyadari kehadiran ini hanya sekedar penawar kesepian bagi seseorang.

lebih baik berkawan dengan sepi itu sendiri
lebih baik temani dirimu sendiri

"egois!"

mungkin kata itu yang kerap kali akan terdengar,
akan tetapi, memang nya mereka tahu apa?

Z.

Alone and Free

It's ok to be alone, and it's ok to feel lonely sometimes.

I've spend almost 2 years facing the fear of loneliness, holding on into an unhealthy relationship just because i don't wanna be alone, lonely and look miserable. But it's over now..

I never knew that being alone and lonely could feel this good.
Yes, I'm alone and lonely but I'm happy, that's the point. Do what makes you happy, even if you should be alone and selfish, because it feels pretty  damn good.





                                                               S.

everyone need some time alone

Just like another, 

well I know that exact feeling of hiding away from people because it's just too much to deal with, and after that I felt really bad social anxiety. Do a-talk less, get bored with yourself, and sometimes you just ended up with wanting to another world out there.

Everyone sees everyone differently.

Even people sees me selfish or even the weird one, because when I have to get my lonesome and out of things, I have to get away everything that messed up. And really I don't care about anything at that time.

R.