sadness over happiness

Being happy is a state of mind, you’re happy if you think you are.

I’m the one who brought this theme up, but I’m the one too who doesn’t know what to write haha. At first, I wanna write about him (pts guy) but then I thought that he’s not worth to write. I don’t denied that he brings a happiness to me last year, even for a month but he also the one who bring me down. Drown into the sadness.

So, here it goes.  I’ve spent an entire year with monkey, even if we lost a few months but in the end we found each other again. In case you’re wondering, no we’re NOT going back yet. We’re just friends, yap just friends. As you know, he brings a lot of pain to me but he brings a lot of joy too. He makes me cry a lot, but within a few second he makes me laugh again.

Ladies, if you find a man who makes you cry and laugh after that, just keep it. Don’t take him for granted like I do, because you’ll be sorry later.

We spent a lot of time together, he always there to help me. He make things a lot easier, I don’t have to do anything. Maybe this is what happened, if you’re having a long term relationship, it feels great thoo.

I am a moody person, my mood could swing just in a snap of finger, I’ve spent a lot of time in a badmood. But he always there to cheer me up, he dance like crazy and sang lagu dangdut “aku bete sama kamu, aku bete dicuekin, aku bete dianggurin, aku bete bete”. And this never fail to make me laugh, even till now. Or he just simply looked at me in the eyes and said “ciye ngambeek, ciyeee ciyeee”. And there are plenty of things that he's done to make me laugh, and he never fail, even once.

He’s some kind of scary looking guy, but he has a good heart. He makes me happy. Thank you monkey for the happiness you bring. I enjoy spending a lot of time with you, even when you’re angry. Xo!

                                                                    S.