If only..

If I could turn back the time, I will definitely going back to my senior high school time.

No, not for some crazy stupid first love that I haven’t finished yet, or some memories that I won’t forget.

I just wanna save my future.. yeah my future..

This is not about saving the world or anything that you’ve seen on movies.

I just wanna save this kind of little stupid naive girl, -YEP! THAT'S ME- , for being such a useless, desperate human in the future.

Wenn I met her, I'll ask her or even begging on my knee.. just please.. please don’t go  that way..

I’ll tell her in advance, I’ll tell her how sucks that building is, how hard the life I lived. I’ll do everything to prevent her..

Well, who has the time machine? Rise your hand please..

here I am sitting with laptop on my lap.. writing about something that might never be come true..

worrying about this and that, wondering about the past…

regretting..

dear future me,

im sorry, I’ll try harder..

Z.