The L-word

Here i am, sitting at my room. Checking on my phone, waiting for a message. From whom? A guy that I've broke his heart a few months ago? Yes indeed..
Yes and yes we're texting again, I know what everyone's thinking and they called me stupid of course. Ha! 

These few days, I've been thinking a lot..

Is this what i really want?
Is he the one that i love? For real?

Did i really want him back?

After everything I've done, did i deserve love?

Some people say that, it's not love until it makes you stupid and foolish.

ps : my friends would kill me right now, if they know the truth haha!

                                                          S.